I have given a lot of thought recently to whether following this path of being an artist is really a wise thing to be doing. It's scary and unpredictable, it has many ups and downs with rarely very much money. I thought for a while of giving it all up and becoming something else, this seemed sensible and i found the prospect of learning something new quite exciting. But i think somewhere along the line i forgot to look right into the core of myself to see what it is that makes me who i am.